Happy Mother's Day
This lady was so complex and with many secrets that cost her a lot. She was an larynxectomy patient from cancer caused by smoking and drinking. I am sure that came about because she didn't want to talk about it.
She still managed to smoke some after surgery. And she continued to drink. I think she thought God had abandon her because she thought she had to do it all herself. I do know she didn't trust God and I hope she made her peace before she passed on. I know she was trying too. I hope she knows today just how much God does love her - even with all her imperfections, he still loves her. She found her Comfort and Strength in the wrong God and that is sad, because that is hell on earth to me.
I love you too Mom. I know life wasn't easy for you and I want to thank you for all that you did for me while you was here with us on earth. I know too that I had caused you a lot of pain, as we all have that human condition in us. I wish I could have changed that.
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